If God would give me a second chance, I wish to restart everything again.
I would do it better this time I promise.
Not going to waste my life away, and I’m going to cherish grandma more.
I want to be smart, be pretty and be less-self centred.
Ever since those taunts, I’ve became more self-centred, trying to do things that benefit myself more than benefiting others.
I didn’t used to be like that. The selfish side of me slowly gaining control of my life.
Why. Why couldn’t I be more aware of my surroundings, the people around me?
Sometimes, it can be just that contradicting, as much as you wish to care for those around you, particularly schoolmates, the way they compete with you in education, ignoring you, it just give you the doubt if you should care for them.
And maybe, I’ve seen enough of the ugly side of humans.
All I wish now is to give me second chance, restart everything and never grow any older again.