I’m a girl lost in my journey searching for what I want, my wants and thoughts are so contradicting that things don’t even make sense and I have no idea what I truly want. In short, I’m lost.

That Newest Craziest Trend: Thigh Gaps!

Those beautiful cover girl in magazine, advertorials and even blogs, they are beautifully skinny, long legs, and own a thigh gap that everyone has been dreaming to achieve by trying means and ways to slim down, exercise and to minimise the fats on their thighs so that they can flaunt their thigh gap as well.

ImageTo me, I think that whether you have thigh gap or not, it doesn’t matters. Whether is it that you are fat or skinny, it doesnt matters as well.

I don’t see the point to slim down to look good to fit in or for that special someone you have eye-ing at for weeks. I think that as long as you aren’t overweight, your BMI doesn’t exceed that healthy range, you are perfectly average size looking and there is no need to be trying hard to lose weight, by not eating.

Being pretty does not mean it’s a must to look skinny, thin, bony. If you are pretty you are, it’s about those who know how to appreciate your beauty and those who don’t.

Of course, there are always still photo-editing apps to help you achieve that skinny looking figure you been dreaming of without really having to slim down! (That’s just a lie and this ain’t a decent method though!)

ImageAs for me, I do not have a thigh gap. Still, I won’t want to lose weight because I think that I’m very much contented with my body size and that even though many people said that I look fat, having flabby arms or thighs, I don’t really give a damn about it because they are just too overly obsessed with skinny looking girls and that I think that having some fats is what I feel to be pretty.

20 Facts About Me

This, #20FactsAboutMe hashtag has been trending on Instagram lately and has been quite awhile already. There has been a few friends who tagged me into doing it and I didn’t had the time to do it because I was so busy with adapting to internship and some other stuffs, and since it’s my off day so I shall do it today! (I shall try my best to state some facts that are not repetitive of what you might have known of me already from the posts.)


#1: I’m a lefty!

#2: I have a younger sister who is younger than me by 7 years and her name is, Zi Yun.

#3: I don’t resemble my parents nor my sister at all.

#4: The red patch on my right arm is a birthmark.

#5: I have eczema and because of it, I have lots of scars left on my legs.

#6: My mother is from Malaysia, Kota Tinggi and that’s why I put my Facebook “Where I am from” as Kota Tinggi, because I love that small little place.

#7: I took up Drama as my O’Level elective, and yes, I’m pretty dramatic if I’m close with you.

#8: I’m always late for school and rarely late for work.

#9: I have little friends in school and have 3 bffs because I feel that I don’t need many friends but rather a few close ones would be more than enough.

#10: I have a crazy obsession over cats and call them “Baby, Honey, Sweetiepie, etc”, basically what you would call your loved ones, especially boyfie.

#11: As much as I love heels and wedges, I still prefer to wear flats and sandals because they are comfortable and easy to walk in, but not slippers as they are too casual. (Except when I’m at the beach)

#12: I can’t swim. I nearly drown in the pool when I had my first swimming lesson because the coach wasn’t paying attention at all and was saved by my classmate and from then on, I had the fear of water.

#13: As much as I fear water, I still love to go to the beach to suntan! 🙂

#14: My favourite colours are purple and white.

#15: I can speak hokkien fluently!

#16: I am not a very smart person particularly at studies.

#17: I was once a bookworm and enjoyed going to the library to borrow books, like Mr Midnight, Roald Dahl books and I still do occasionally now.

#18: I always fall ill when I’m overly stressed particularly when a new semester starts.

#19: I worked hard and scrimped and save to pay for my braces treatment which costed me around $4,500 excluding the retainers.

#20: I love chic flicks and romance movies and yes, I’m a very girly girl!

And finally, I’ve finished it! It’s so hard to come up with 20 facts so randomly and suddenly! 🙂