I wish, I may, I wish, I might.

I wish, I may, I wish I might.

I wish for someone who could hear my voice,

Someone who could just listen to my thoughts and provide me with advice.

Someone who could just be the role of my parents or at least my mother,

to give me the motherly love that I need,

the protection that a mother give and the concern over my future.

I wish, I may, I wish I might.

I wish for a shooting star that could make this extraordinary wish come true.

It is not a very demanding wish.

It is neither something impossible.

For I am just sick of talking to myself,

Pretending to be the role of the mother, the father,

Pretending to answer my own questions,

Pretending to be happy, when I am not,

Pretending to know everything, when I don’t,

Pretending to be matured, when I am as childish as you could think.

I wish for someone to be proud of me, for who I am, 

Someone who wouldn’t call me stupid,

Someone who wouldn’t call me useless,

Someone who wouldn’t ignore my existence,

Someone who wouldn’t treat me like a tool,

Someone who WOULD just treat me like a daughter of her own.

And all I wish for is someone who really takes up the role as a mother, a REAL MOTHER.

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以前的是我,去哪了?

以前的我从未为男孩子付出感情过…

以前的我从未为男孩子掉泪过…

以前的我从未为男孩子伤心过…

以前的我…是多么的快乐因为我从未在乎别人的眼光,并且并非把男孩子放在眼里,对待他们的态度是多么的潇洒,多么的沉稳…就如个大女人的风范,多威风呀!

但经过了那种种的事情后,我的态度有了三百六十度的转变,已未和从前那样了…

我现在十分讨厌现在的我,为何没有坚持着自己的信念,相信着男孩子将会是我追求梦想的绊脚石…

Donna said, “Never let anything get in the way of your destiny.”

我怎么能忘了呢?

我实在是太傻了,真不应该掉以轻心,相信了他们的甜言蜜语…

快,快醒悟吧!