I need some rainbows in my life…

12th Day of 2016: Not in the best mood, grumpy and moody, I guess menses gonna come soon or am I alcohol deprived again. Whichever reason it may be, I can’t help thinking and pondering when will my life ever get better. I need those words of encouragement, someone to praise me, someone to motivate me, someone to push me, to do what I want and to applaud me for doing things right. I’ve changed but the results… it’s still the same. WHY?

Ended work today, and rush off quickly from workplace, took the bus and was stoning while looking outside from the bus window…and decided to drop by this cafe near my place. It had been opened for quite awhile now, but couldn’t find a reason or company to go with, finally I had the chance. It’s called Rainbow Cottage Cafe, they sell lovely rainbow cakes and cheesecake and handmade ice-cream with interesting flavors. I got myself a slice of rainbow cheesecake (S$7.50) and a iced green tea latte (S$6.00). They were served in interesting glass mug and that wooden pizza plank.

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The rainbow cheesecake is basically just cheesecake added with gel coloring. They look pretty, but taste like ordinary cheesecake. This cheesecake was rich in flavor but light and the crust was made of Lotus cookies (I’m sure you guys know that delicious cookie:) ) instead of the usual graham crust.

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The iced green tea latte took quite awhile to arrive. Honestly, the green tea was not strong enough. Needless to mention anymore, STARBUCKS still WINS!

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Menu prices are pretty affordable than many other popular cafes and item prices are nett price which is really pocket-friendly. I guess I’ll visit again to try out those ice-cream. The flavors looked pretty interesting to me.

I can’t believe I went to a cafe alone again.

I guess there will be more to come.

I should be stop grumbling. xo

 

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不喜欢,就是不喜欢,你不明白吗?

自从到了新酒店上班,就有那一个管工,老是对我死缠烂打,都已在他面前表示对他一点好感也没有,就只是把他当朋友看待罢了。他却马不知脸长,说会一直等下去,直到我愿意和他出去交往便是。这至今也造成了我工作的困扰之一!烦啊!

我从来不喜欢马来西亚的男生。他们没有上进心,只知年轻时就结婚生子,然后有房给老婆住就是所谓的成就感,他们认为的快乐。我不想要那种生活,简直太可悲了。世界那么大,我还没赚够钱到世界各各地方旅游呢!

我不喜欢马来西亚的男生,他们总有那个马来西亚的腔,我听了有点不爽。可能因爱上中国的腔,总觉得马来西亚的那种腔有点···· 我不太喜欢。

那个管工个子也不怎么高,样子简直像个三十出的大叔,我看了就觉得好恶。对不起,或许我有点那么的过于现实,但,我耗费了那么多的功夫和金钱,换来了今天的我,我不想就这样被“长的那么着急的男生”在一起。每个人都有她的理想的男生,说我挑,我也无所谓。

那个管工,天天都在说肉麻的话,听了有点烦,有点怕。我不喜欢。他也经常微信我,我在干什么,在哪里,做了什么。他又不是我的谁谁…我为什么要像他报告?

我都已经说白了,可他那打不死的精神,真成了一种困扰!

谁有办法呢?

2016 New Year Resolutions

Happy New Year PEEPS!!!

I know I’m late but still HappyNewYear! This was suppose to be the very first post of 2016 but still shall secretly change the date to 1/1/16 and nobody will know…anyway, 2015 has been a really long and tough year for me, from graduation, finding a job, 21st birthday and my first solo travel, starting pole dancing, heartbreaks, disappointments, getting chased out of the house and most importantly, living life without GRANDMA!!! 😦

HOWEVER, I’ve learnt important life lessons, to be a better girl, an independent lady, self-sufficient, capable to taking care of myself (ok, maybe not my heart…) but still it was really a struggle each day…

I’m happy to have make new friends and sad to have lost some besties like Glad, Glenda and getting more distant with Karen. I hope 2016 will be a better year with new start and hopefully meet new friends and yes, success in my career and living my dreams up in the sky.

So here’s my 2016 resolutions:

  1. To live each day happier than 2015
  2. To make new friends and keep my friendships alive
  3. To live my dreams
  4. To be able to do a split and get my abs (POLE HARDER!)
  5. To be prettier
  6. To finish paying that CPF Poly Loan
  7. Lastly, to find the “him” and have a steady first rs. (I think I’m old…LOL)

The last is probably optional. Not that important, just lesser heartbreaks, trust less guys and guard my heart safely, open my eyes big to look beyond. I guess that will be all.

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Have an awesome day! 🙂